Těžce pozitivní vnitřní rozhovory. Asi z konce února - vlastně v podstatě od té doby až do nedávna se mě podobná nálada držela. Jsem ráda, že můžu říct, že konečně odchází. Vlastně mě to pobavilo =D (Jo a je to anglicky, protože proto.)
- Why does this keep happening to me?
- Well, it's life.
- I thought, it's gonna go away, eventually.
- I think, it never does. And maybe the pain is the only assurance that we're alive.
- Well, maybe I'm just tired of life..
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What people always admire about me, is that I'm able not to give up on hope under any circumstances. The truth is, that the hope is also the one thing that kills me.
- It wouldn't hurt any less, if you didn't admit it to yourself. Now you just know. And the hope is dead.
Srážky s realitou vždycky bolely..
